I'm So Sorry

[Sirain]

I regret to inform you all that it may be a very long wait before I can come back again because my life is full of fucking DRAMA and BULLSHIT. I'll give you the short story.

So, I'm staying here at my sister's and one of her husbands friends is here a lot. He's also five years older and despite that we actually rather like each other. But because of the age difference we've done nothing but talk to each other for hours on end. Yesterday we went on a walk and lost track of the time and by the time we got back, we had half the town looking for us and it was just fucking stupid. And apparently everybody thinks that things happened that didn't. So needless to say, I'm having the fucking time of my life listening to everybody bitch at me and tell me I'm everything that I'm not.

And I'm FUCKING TIRED OF PEOPLE AND ALL THE GOD DAMN CRAP THAT THEY PULL.

Anyway, I don't know what's going to happen as of yet. Maybe it'll straighten itself out and I won't have to worry 'bout anything. Maybe it's gonna get worse. But NOTHING happened. And now I have to go. I'll be on when I can. <3 Peace.

[po3tikdeath]

ugh, sounds like another case of people being people to me. Hang in there Rai, they'll have to give up eventually, I hope to her from you again soon.

[Sirain]

Well, it seems to me that I'm just a drama magnet. Wonderful, isn't it? I'm going back home on Friday but I don't really know what awaits me... My sister and Dad have learned quite a bit about what's been going on with my mother and all, and neither are very happy. Some shit might go down when I get there, or maybe a while after but either way, something is going to happen. I can say that because I know my family, and I know that my sister and Dad are probably the only people that will back me up at all. So, perhaps things will be for the better, or for the worse, but no matter what happens, I know that when I turn eighteen I'm out. I'm out of ALL of this family bullshit. I don't care if I have to completely cut ties. So Pita, I'm asking you to keep this place alive for the next three years 'cause I'll be back if I end up having to leave for a time. <3 You all.

- Kyla